i am sooo fucking tired and i am gunna sleep even though i havent even eaten yet or finished my homework im gunna sleep rite now.
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ok,hi, sup...now im more awake either cuz the 2 cups of coffee i drunk iz finally kicking in or cuz my sis just came in and scared the shit outa me. she thought i wuz kinda weird with my head on my computer and a bunch of z's on the screen.
ANYWAY...im scared cuz 2maro i hav an eye doc. appointment and mite needa get glasses (ahhhh the suspense.) But the day after that i have a haircut appointment which iz good cuz my hair sucks rite now. My layers have grown out and my bangs look stupid.
The main big drama event today wuz my mom crushing my dreams, hopes and all my fun with 5 simple words, together it's the harshest sentence ever in the whole. entire. world. dundundun....
ok i wuz telling her about the whole talent show performance thingy and she cut me off and said "It's a waste of time." rite then and there i wanted to scream i want to break every single wine glass in reach (i wuz in the dinning room so trust me, there were plenty) but the urge to start crying like a baby over took the anger. But rlly, u dont kno how much that hurt.
So now im here and bored, and sad and angry and bored again tired and iz going to shut up and watch the black parade (Jersey show) to get in a better mood to be able to finish my homework.
Its sooo comforting to be able to look forward to math homework. YAYYYY *rolls eyes*
Tortured teenager (literally)
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Wow. I dont understand how performing at the show would be a waste of time. Does she know that those are the sorts of things you'll remember forever?
There's a great feeling that comes with learning something and being able to showcase it.
You ARE still doing it right?
Dont let anyone crush your dreams.
my frend and i r trying to work it out. no matter wat it takes. but i HAVE to get my grades up, then my mom will b a little more easy. the only hard part iz the guitar part. Thats wen she blew up wen i tried talking to her again. wen i said guitar lessons she started on a rampage.
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