pathetic

okokok i am fucking ubsessed!!!!! so this iz all about lets call him 13124. The first time i saw him, i liked him, when i got to kno him i started to love him. When he made out with hiz girlfrend in the hallz i wanted to stab myself in the heart. When i saw him @ da dance i wanted to jump out a window and hav everybody i care about tell me im worthless a fuckin idiot. This year, he hugged me the first week of skool. I couldn't breathe for about 10 mins. he gave me a wrist band i still haven't washed it. There are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many more times and things that show im pathetic and completely ubssesed. i NEEED to 4get him. but i dont kno how, iv been trying for a year.