It all started one Saturday afternoon when I wuz watching the rock AM ring 2007. I wuz a Good Charlotte fan at the time and wanted to watch the full performance. After them my chemical romance came on. I wasn’t a big fan then. I knew all the ones played on the radio: teenagers, famous last words, welcome to the black parade, I don’t love you. I forget which one they played first but it wuz probly one of the above songs becuz I kept watching. Soon MAMA came on. I suddenly got sucked in. I watched song and after song. I loved them. The way they performed, their energy, everything! The way Gerard walked like a chicken or WHATEVER he wuz doin during teenagers made me laugh. I knew that I would become a fan of them very quickly. I wuz right. Now I have every single album and DVD. I brought you my bullets, you brought me your love, Three Cheers for Sweet revenge, Life on the murder scene, The black parade, and the Black parade is dead.
A few months later, I walked down in the morning and on the dining room table I saw 2 tickets to see them live. I wuz sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy. I could barley concentrate on any of my problems, all that mattered wuz that moment. The concert wuz on December 11th at 8pm, it wuz only October I couldn’t wait! That Halloween my mom got an email. It said the date and time of the Christmas strings concert that wuz worth half my grade. It wuz on December 11th 7pm-8 30pm. I thought she wuz joking @ first. Then I read the email. I wuz smiling, I kept trying to find loop holes around it. I didn’t believe it. I checked the sender, everything. Then it hit me, she wuzn’t kidding. Tears appeared in my eyes and the smile vanished completely frum my face. I didn’t go trick or treating that year, I just locked myself in my room and cried. After I wuz done crying, I just sat on my floor with my pocket knife. I kept opening it and closing it, opening it and closing it. I traced it along my arm feeling the cold metal. But no, I didn’t cut myself.
My mom wudn’t let me miss the concert. And I knew I couldn’t change that. I said to her I didn’t mind missing the first half or so. She said that skool and the venue wuz on completely other sides of the island (Singapore). By the time I got there, with traffic, and delays the concert wud be over. Eventually she sold MY tickets.
I realized that that wuz how it wuz gonna be; Skool over my LIFE. Everything I care about. And that’s how it’s been since then.
Well that’s my tragic little story. Check out mama. It’s still my fav Song on the black parade album.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
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